We all deal differently

Deployment is one of the hardest things I have ever dealt with. Everyone's experience with deployment is different, I'm not trying to speak for all my friends, or military wives in general, but these are my thoughts on it. I used to be on the outside. I went to beauty school with a army wife. She had a few kids, and was going to beauty school full time, and I used to think I don't know how she does it, I don't think I could. Then about two years after beauty school, my new husband decides he wasn't to enlist. Our jobs were going nowhere, we both needed a change. He had wanted to enlist after high school, but I really feel he wasn't ready. Now we have decisions to make, so I fight it, and make this be a point of resentment, can I deal with this lifestyle? We decided to take the plunge. After that there have been many situations in our lives where I have had to deal with things alone.I didn't know I had it in me. Sometimes I feel that I am not dealing as well as I'd like. Sometimes I have my blue days, but one way or another, I'll make it through.